Girl: Look into my eyes, tell me what you see...
Boy: I see you, the whole of you... (general xm)
But can YOU see me? And all the beautiful little things around us? (Visual acuity)
Look here, look there, yeah, follow my finger... (Ocular movement)
You don't have to squint, do you dear? (squint)
For your eyes are lovely, the way they stare back at me. (exopthalmos/proptosis/sunken eyes)
She was shy, she lowered her eyelids. (ptosis/ectropion/entropion/swelling)
Then smiling faintly, battling her eyelashes. (eyelashes/ectropion/entropion)
One eyelash fell into her eyes,and it becomes watery and red. (conjunctiva/discharge)
So he came nearer, looking under her eyelids (foreign body, papillae dll)
And seen through her eyes like the glass on the window, so smooth, so clear. (cornea, no cloudyness, no ulcer)
Then deeper he went, like entering a new chamber, looking through a new angle. (Anterior chamber, depth, angle, clear, x blood/pus)
Where her blue iris greeted him (iris) into the blackish mystery of her pupils. (size, shape, PEARLA, RAPD)
She was staring sharp like lenses, focusing on him. (lense, phakic/aphakic,position,opacity)
Then he stopped, ,"Wait my dear."
He took out his opthalmoscope, and studied her vitreous humour and fundus. ( yeah, looking at her optic disc, retina, macula, vessels and all...)
He dumped her... too much pathology.
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How do you like it?
Had fun making it, okay... back to reading for my OPTHAL final....
Wish me luck,kay? I mean, pray for me.
Monday, December 7, 2009
Sunday, November 1, 2009
K.I.T.E : Strings attached.
Assalamualaikum wbt and hello to all...
[After few attempts to litter this site with scrambled words (yeah Im testing ur deciphering skills, my wise friends) , in both Malay and English alike, Im reverting to more easily understandable form. Hurrah!]
After we all have gone through our finals at the end of this term, Anne suggested that we all go for a kiting outing (not in financial term,ok?). To make our own kites. And fly them together. Maybe by the lovely Penang's beaches, where the wind is playful, or maybe on an open ground, where we can run without restrain. Without worries!
Kite...
Somehow it remids me of few scene in my childhood days. I was no taller than the windowsill, not even wiser than a cat. If I can show a playback from my cloudy and patchy memory, you will see Abah, Ibu, Ame, and maybe Iah (how old was her then??) in the large field in IPDA's grounds, where the grandstand stood, surrouded by 'saga' trees, across a river and a golf club. The sun must be bright then, but kind enough. How was the sky back then, was it clearer than it is today? I can't seem to recall. But what i remember was we played with plastic kites, they were white and there were picture of ultramanor spiderman or some mecha character in the middle. I think they were blue and grey and red in colour.
Abah taught us how to fly the kites, how to hold them during "take-off", when is the right time to release them, how fast to run, and how to tug the string slowly so they will rise gracefully,higher and higher, riding the wind. Back then, all we know was running around is fun, the kite in the sky looks magnificent and somewhat funny....
Little did we ponder, how many parameters needs to be right, for the kites to be able to fly perfectly, to go higher and stay longer in the sky. Its like a parent holding us, and nurturing us, tugging and letting lose, make us go against the wind and environment.... at the right time, and the right way. Its like the people in relationship, that needs to give and take, in order to advance and get to the higher level,somewhere more beautiful and wonderful, and all the time, holding tight on the string, not letting it go, or letting it snap.
It may snap sometimes, or maybe the wind blows in the wrong direction when we lest expect it, and the kite may plunge to to ground. Sometimes we have to repeatedly try to get the kite back in the air again, sometimes some repair is needed. Sometime the kite is stuck in the tree, and we need to fetch it back by all means. Some people just let it go... some people go and buy a new kite.Sometimes our kites collide and come down too.
Somehow its a lot like life, like how the kite flew in the sky and see so many things, oh, so vast the sky i want to fly to every ends of it, i want to greet every clouds, i want to know every birds. But we know they are certain limit to our life, the string, to guide us to fly safely. There's a limit. try to go beyond that and abandon your string... it will just lead you to your destruction.
Do you know when they fly kite like "wau bulan", in competition, sometimes people will glue grounded glass to the kite's string and if your string touch theirs, it will cut your string too. So, be careful! There's a lot of danger and not so nice people out there too!
Kite...
Its a simple creation, yet its ability to fly...I'm kinda jealous! I'm perhaps, still not wiser than a cat but Im flying my way now in my own sky, maybe not my own, Im sharing it with you guys...our playground. Only Allah knows for sure whether it will be cloudy or sunny or stormy tomorrow, but i hope we will all fly high together. And for the ones are guarding my strings, keep up your great work!!!! (^_^)v
[After few attempts to litter this site with scrambled words (yeah Im testing ur deciphering skills, my wise friends) , in both Malay and English alike, Im reverting to more easily understandable form. Hurrah!]
After we all have gone through our finals at the end of this term, Anne suggested that we all go for a kiting outing (not in financial term,ok?). To make our own kites. And fly them together. Maybe by the lovely Penang's beaches, where the wind is playful, or maybe on an open ground, where we can run without restrain. Without worries!
Kite...
Somehow it remids me of few scene in my childhood days. I was no taller than the windowsill, not even wiser than a cat. If I can show a playback from my cloudy and patchy memory, you will see Abah, Ibu, Ame, and maybe Iah (how old was her then??) in the large field in IPDA's grounds, where the grandstand stood, surrouded by 'saga' trees, across a river and a golf club. The sun must be bright then, but kind enough. How was the sky back then, was it clearer than it is today? I can't seem to recall. But what i remember was we played with plastic kites, they were white and there were picture of ultramanor spiderman or some mecha character in the middle. I think they were blue and grey and red in colour.
Abah taught us how to fly the kites, how to hold them during "take-off", when is the right time to release them, how fast to run, and how to tug the string slowly so they will rise gracefully,higher and higher, riding the wind. Back then, all we know was running around is fun, the kite in the sky looks magnificent and somewhat funny....
Little did we ponder, how many parameters needs to be right, for the kites to be able to fly perfectly, to go higher and stay longer in the sky. Its like a parent holding us, and nurturing us, tugging and letting lose, make us go against the wind and environment.... at the right time, and the right way. Its like the people in relationship, that needs to give and take, in order to advance and get to the higher level,somewhere more beautiful and wonderful, and all the time, holding tight on the string, not letting it go, or letting it snap.
It may snap sometimes, or maybe the wind blows in the wrong direction when we lest expect it, and the kite may plunge to to ground. Sometimes we have to repeatedly try to get the kite back in the air again, sometimes some repair is needed. Sometime the kite is stuck in the tree, and we need to fetch it back by all means. Some people just let it go... some people go and buy a new kite.Sometimes our kites collide and come down too.
Somehow its a lot like life, like how the kite flew in the sky and see so many things, oh, so vast the sky i want to fly to every ends of it, i want to greet every clouds, i want to know every birds. But we know they are certain limit to our life, the string, to guide us to fly safely. There's a limit. try to go beyond that and abandon your string... it will just lead you to your destruction.
Do you know when they fly kite like "wau bulan", in competition, sometimes people will glue grounded glass to the kite's string and if your string touch theirs, it will cut your string too. So, be careful! There's a lot of danger and not so nice people out there too!
Kite...
Its a simple creation, yet its ability to fly...I'm kinda jealous! I'm perhaps, still not wiser than a cat but Im flying my way now in my own sky, maybe not my own, Im sharing it with you guys...our playground. Only Allah knows for sure whether it will be cloudy or sunny or stormy tomorrow, but i hope we will all fly high together. And for the ones are guarding my strings, keep up your great work!!!! (^_^)v
Thursday, October 22, 2009
Aku seorang stalker
Mengintai mahkotamu...
kuselimuti, Seluas pandangan kau jelajahi...
duniamu, atapnya setinggi langit itu...
digapai...menggapai tercapai aku.
Terang pandang, tepi tak tercari,
Hilang siang, beradu jadi satu,
Rentas terus pantas jangan cari pentas...
Masih ada jajahan polan dan polan,
Ceritera dan berita, kata dan nada,
Rahasia, dusta, hikam dan cinta....
Antara langit dan bumi, di situ kamu,
Antara baldu dan biru, di sini aku,
mengintai pada mahkotamu.
(P/S- Ini bukan sajak sbb sy x reti tulis sajak. Ni kalau Saadah baca sure dia nak muntah. Oh, dan ade satu teka-teki.... siapa aku dan siapa kamu dlm mende ni? senang je..)
kuselimuti, Seluas pandangan kau jelajahi...
duniamu, atapnya setinggi langit itu...
digapai...menggapai tercapai aku.
Terang pandang, tepi tak tercari,
Hilang siang, beradu jadi satu,
Rentas terus pantas jangan cari pentas...
Masih ada jajahan polan dan polan,
Ceritera dan berita, kata dan nada,
Rahasia, dusta, hikam dan cinta....
Antara langit dan bumi, di situ kamu,
Antara baldu dan biru, di sini aku,
mengintai pada mahkotamu.
(P/S- Ini bukan sajak sbb sy x reti tulis sajak. Ni kalau Saadah baca sure dia nak muntah. Oh, dan ade satu teka-teki.... siapa aku dan siapa kamu dlm mende ni? senang je..)
Thursday, October 8, 2009
Happiness
Happiness is not something you hold in your hands....
Its in everything you see, yet you couldn't really understand.
Its the air you breath, invigorating all the needs of you, yet you feel the chill, as death is dancing on you.
It the thing that runs in ur veins, infiltrating... it touches the whole existence of you, yet you dismiss it unless you bleed.
Its not something you need to search, to the end of the world....
Coz you world end when you end...
I pity you if it ends... before you realise, the happiness is in you.
Its in everything you see, yet you couldn't really understand.
Its the air you breath, invigorating all the needs of you, yet you feel the chill, as death is dancing on you.
It the thing that runs in ur veins, infiltrating... it touches the whole existence of you, yet you dismiss it unless you bleed.
Its not something you need to search, to the end of the world....
Coz you world end when you end...
I pity you if it ends... before you realise, the happiness is in you.
Friday, September 4, 2009
Sole Night Eye
Dead and reborn, oh my sole night eye,
again & again & again & again,
Shine bright, sleep dim, black on black.
The vain ones & the envies, they wish to be picked,
but blow in loneliness, disappear into nothingness.
Coz the only one that makes me want to fly,
is my faraway sole night eye.
again & again & again & again,
Shine bright, sleep dim, black on black.
The vain ones & the envies, they wish to be picked,
but blow in loneliness, disappear into nothingness.
Coz the only one that makes me want to fly,
is my faraway sole night eye.
Wednesday, July 15, 2009
~Unloved~
Just because you can't see it doesn't mean it's not there...
Its just unseen,
unheard,
untouchable.
The moment it's seen it's polluted,
the moment it's heard it hurts,
the moment it's touched, it may shies away...
After all, you can't live without it.
The infiltrated you.
Its just destined, or hoping to be destined,
to be
Unloved.
Its just unseen,
unheard,
untouchable.
The moment it's seen it's polluted,
the moment it's heard it hurts,
the moment it's touched, it may shies away...
After all, you can't live without it.
The infiltrated you.
Its just destined, or hoping to be destined,
to be
Unloved.
Sunday, June 21, 2009
A Very Special Day For My Very Special Abah
Assalamualaikumm wbt...
Today is a special day. But more special that, is the one today celebrates. My one and only Abah. Selamat Hari Lahir, and Happy Father’s Day. I don’t remember your birthday every year, but certainly I will remember your words. In everything that I do, till now, you have always provided me,(and 5 of us) with valuable advices. Its funny,but I took all your word “to heart”. Usually they are deep, even though you seems just say it in the passing.
Your passion to educate us, is something I adore most. Now I see “lessons” in every aspect of my life. All hardship is a training ground, all the nice memories are the ones I must struggle to preserve. When Im at the verge of breaking up, you remind me that its just a metamorphosis, and I shall emerge as a stunning butterfly. Just do things, be confident, deal with is…. Learn to manage, learn to mold into surroundings… When Im lazy, you reminded me, of what I want to be, what I want to do most. I… may be nowhere right now without your education, without your words, without your faith in me.
Abah tanye lebih2 kat cikgu tu, Iah pandang kerisauan.
The best thing is that, right now, you succeeded to do that while being our friend, by jumping into our shoes. To do the things we do… watch cartoons (You really did enjoy Tom and Jerry, right?), chatting, video conferences… and treat us generously to many wonderful places, many wonderful experiences.
Growing up, and watching my siblings growing up, I began to understand your philosophy in education. You instill strong basics, and let life experiences mold us. You trust us to go away… to learn. You let the elders to guide the younger. I used to feel dissatisfied, coz I thought I had it harsher when I was young. But then I understand, I am also a tutor in the family. I began to understand, the things shared, and the things to be discovered. Why you allowed this, why you say no to that. And forgive us for being rebellious sometimes. It can’t be helped. Sometimes message is lost during translation. It teaches us about communication too.
And thank you very much, for giving us a happy, loving family, a gift not everyone have. Thanks for keeping our family together, our house is really a sanctuary. Seriously, Im truly thankful to Allah for that. I know, that behind us, there’s a lot of unspoken things, things that we wont understand before. You must have worked so hard. We are sorry if sometimes we take things for granted. We never truly experience hardship, in my opinion.
Abah n ibu dapat parenting tips dari pasangan swan ni ke?
I know we have loads of interesting future that will greet us, but Abah, so far, you are doing such a fine job. Thank you for bringing us to this wonderful world. Thank you for caring, for loving, for nurturing us. Someday when we have my own family, we wont forget your everything you told us, and we’ll make sure, the next generation wont forget too.
You are, by far and forever, the most amazing dad I ever know. People may boast about their dad… but hey, they don’t get you. And I don’t want anybody else for a change. I love you soo much. I may fall in love, I may dream of a future family of my own, but you will always always be my most special Abah and you will always be important in our life. I may not be doing a good job now, I may still depend too much on you. You may still have to hold my hands, and Im sure I want to hold your hand forever… but I pray to Allah, may I be able to love you, and to do as much as I can for you before our fate ends, coz Im more than sure, I wont be able to repay you at all. Im sorry if I am not the epitome of a good daughter (malas n always trouble you) , but just know that I love you very very much.
p/s: Thank you to Ibu too. I might downplay your role in this post, because its Abah’s birthday special, but ibu…. You are my everything too!
P/ss: Exam tomorrow!!! Pray for me!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY AND HAPPY FATHER"S DAY
-ibu-muni-ame-iah-ake-aiman-
(naun pon tumpang sekaki)
Thursday, May 14, 2009
Lets walk hand in hand forever!
Assalamualaikum wbt and hello! :)
Stumbled upon this song while browsing youtube.
Suki desu!
Dedicated to ppl who walk beside me all this while, and for those who dedicated to walk hand in hand with me forever! ARIGATOU!!!!
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Sakura (Cherry Blossom) by Funky Monkey Babys
Lyrics: FUNKY MONKEY BABYS, Kawamura Yuka
Music: FUNKY MONKEY BABYS , Kawamura Yuka
*Tears of gratitude are overflowing in my heart now
I want to protect you forever, forever
Cherry blossoms fall, they fall on us as we feel brand new
Let’s walk hand in hand forever, forever
Until the end of time…
I’ll speak from my heart now and tell you how I truly feel for the first time
I have these emotions, without any lies, only for you
It was so hard for me but I never showed it to anyone else
With you, I felt like I could shed all the tears I kept deep in my heart
From here on out, this path we’re walking on together
Will be full of happiness, sadness and many other things
But you’re not alone anymore because I’ll protect you forever
You gave me all this strength that I have now
(Repeat*)
How many times have we watched these cherry blossoms?
I want to see them again next year and the year after that
I want to see the future we’ve been building up together all this time
The spring wind blew gently and softly caressed your hair
Your smile is precious to me, I want you by my side forever
At first I only had my own dreams, but now I share yours
So my dream now is to protect you until yours come true
I’m sure we’ll fight sometimes, but we’ll make it through each one
Just making you happy is everything to me
(Repeat*)
As the days roll by me it feels like I’ll lose sight of them
But when I look at you a smile suddenly appears on my face
I’ll never forget that small joy
We met, we laughed, and inside our clasped hands
We softly, softly warmed our love
After winter, we started walking together on this path
Where the cherry blossoms fall forever, forever
Tears of gratitude are overflowing in my heart now
I want to protect you forever, forever
Cherry blossoms fall, they fall as we feel brand new
Let’s walk hand in hand forever, forever
Until the end of time…
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Romaji:
*arigatou no namida ga ima kono mune ni afureteru yo
zutto zutto kimi wo mamoritai
sakura ga furu sakura ga furu atarashii bokura no ue ni
zutto zutto te wo tsunaide aruite ikou
itsu made mo…
ima hajimete uchi akeru yo boku no hontou no kimochi wo
daisuki na kimi ni dake itsuwari no nai kono kimochi wo
zutto kurushikatta dare ni mo misenakatta
mune no oku no hou ni tamatta namida kimi to nara nagaseru ki ga shita
kore kara saki boku to kimi ga aruite iku kono michi ni wa
ureshii koto kanashii koto iro iro aru to omou
dakedo mou hitori ja nai boku ga zutto mamoru kara
sonna tsuyosa wo kureta no wa zenbu kimi nan da
(Repeat*)
futari de miru nankaime no sakura darou? mata rainen sarainen mo mitai yo
ima made kore kara mo ashita kara mo tomo ni kizuki agete iku mirai wo
yawarakaku fuita haru no kaze ga sotto kimi no kami wo nabikaseta
sono egao ga itoshii zutto boku no soba ni ite hoshii
moto moto hitori dake no yume datta hazu ga kimi no yume mo kasanatte
sore wo kanaeru tame ni kimi wo mamori nuku koto ga ima no yume ni natte
tama ni wa kenka wo suru koto mo aru darou
demo hitotsu hitotsu nori koete
tada kimi wo shiawase ni suru koto ga ima no boku mo subete
(Repeat*)
nagasareru hibi no naka mi ushinai sou dakedo
futo kimi wo mitara nanigenai egao de
sonna chiisa na shiawase zutto wasurenai kara
kimi to deai kimi to warai tsunaida te no hira no naka de
sotto sotto atatameta omoi ga
fuyu wo koete aruki dashita bokura no kono michi no ue ni
zutto zutto sakura ga furu
arigatou no namida ga ima kono mune ni afureteru yo
zutto zutto kimi wo mamoritai
sakura ga furu sakura ga furu atarashii bokura no ue
zutto zutto zutto te wo tsunaide aruite ikou
itsu made mo…
Stumbled upon this song while browsing youtube.
Suki desu!
Dedicated to ppl who walk beside me all this while, and for those who dedicated to walk hand in hand with me forever! ARIGATOU!!!!
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Sakura (Cherry Blossom) by Funky Monkey Babys
Lyrics: FUNKY MONKEY BABYS, Kawamura Yuka
Music: FUNKY MONKEY BABYS , Kawamura Yuka
*Tears of gratitude are overflowing in my heart now
I want to protect you forever, forever
Cherry blossoms fall, they fall on us as we feel brand new
Let’s walk hand in hand forever, forever
Until the end of time…
I’ll speak from my heart now and tell you how I truly feel for the first time
I have these emotions, without any lies, only for you
It was so hard for me but I never showed it to anyone else
With you, I felt like I could shed all the tears I kept deep in my heart
From here on out, this path we’re walking on together
Will be full of happiness, sadness and many other things
But you’re not alone anymore because I’ll protect you forever
You gave me all this strength that I have now
(Repeat*)
How many times have we watched these cherry blossoms?
I want to see them again next year and the year after that
I want to see the future we’ve been building up together all this time
The spring wind blew gently and softly caressed your hair
Your smile is precious to me, I want you by my side forever
At first I only had my own dreams, but now I share yours
So my dream now is to protect you until yours come true
I’m sure we’ll fight sometimes, but we’ll make it through each one
Just making you happy is everything to me
(Repeat*)
As the days roll by me it feels like I’ll lose sight of them
But when I look at you a smile suddenly appears on my face
I’ll never forget that small joy
We met, we laughed, and inside our clasped hands
We softly, softly warmed our love
After winter, we started walking together on this path
Where the cherry blossoms fall forever, forever
Tears of gratitude are overflowing in my heart now
I want to protect you forever, forever
Cherry blossoms fall, they fall as we feel brand new
Let’s walk hand in hand forever, forever
Until the end of time…
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Romaji:
*arigatou no namida ga ima kono mune ni afureteru yo
zutto zutto kimi wo mamoritai
sakura ga furu sakura ga furu atarashii bokura no ue ni
zutto zutto te wo tsunaide aruite ikou
itsu made mo…
ima hajimete uchi akeru yo boku no hontou no kimochi wo
daisuki na kimi ni dake itsuwari no nai kono kimochi wo
zutto kurushikatta dare ni mo misenakatta
mune no oku no hou ni tamatta namida kimi to nara nagaseru ki ga shita
kore kara saki boku to kimi ga aruite iku kono michi ni wa
ureshii koto kanashii koto iro iro aru to omou
dakedo mou hitori ja nai boku ga zutto mamoru kara
sonna tsuyosa wo kureta no wa zenbu kimi nan da
(Repeat*)
futari de miru nankaime no sakura darou? mata rainen sarainen mo mitai yo
ima made kore kara mo ashita kara mo tomo ni kizuki agete iku mirai wo
yawarakaku fuita haru no kaze ga sotto kimi no kami wo nabikaseta
sono egao ga itoshii zutto boku no soba ni ite hoshii
moto moto hitori dake no yume datta hazu ga kimi no yume mo kasanatte
sore wo kanaeru tame ni kimi wo mamori nuku koto ga ima no yume ni natte
tama ni wa kenka wo suru koto mo aru darou
demo hitotsu hitotsu nori koete
tada kimi wo shiawase ni suru koto ga ima no boku mo subete
(Repeat*)
nagasareru hibi no naka mi ushinai sou dakedo
futo kimi wo mitara nanigenai egao de
sonna chiisa na shiawase zutto wasurenai kara
kimi to deai kimi to warai tsunaida te no hira no naka de
sotto sotto atatameta omoi ga
fuyu wo koete aruki dashita bokura no kono michi no ue ni
zutto zutto sakura ga furu
arigatou no namida ga ima kono mune ni afureteru yo
zutto zutto kimi wo mamoritai
sakura ga furu sakura ga furu atarashii bokura no ue
zutto zutto zutto te wo tsunaide aruite ikou
itsu made mo…
Saturday, May 9, 2009
Ntah la....
Salam.
Sebelum rest, ade satu citer sedih nk dikongsi.
Satu hari lepas balik kolej, sy pon berjalan naik tangga nk balik umah. Terserempak ngan sorng makcik dan anak lelaki kecik beliau. Tengah turun. Adela 3-4 tahun kot budak tu. Budak tu nk makan lepat pisang ke kue ape ntah. Makcik tu dgn motherly-nye, bukakkan kueh tu, dalam pembalut daun pisang.Happy gak aa tgk-kn? Sweet jer.
So sy pun naikla, balik umah dll...
Esoknya. Sy pun nk turun la, nk g kolej ni. Lalula kat tempat nampak makcik tu semalam. Heartbreak tol bile nampak pembalut pisang tu atas tangga. Sedih gak aa tgk-kn?
Sbb makcik tu lupe nk ajar anak dia, x leh buang sampah merate2.
Mungkin mak makcik tu jugak lupe nk ajar makcik tu pasal tu kot.
Tak pun nenek dia x ajar mak dia.
Kesian betul.
Masalahnye, yg kesian bukannye makcik tu n anak dia je. Anak2 n keturunan diorg jugak.
Pastu, menyusahkan org kene kemaskan. Sian jiran-jiran dia, termasukla sy.
Pastu, kalau kuman membiak kat sampah tu, kang org lain jugak sakit.
Pastu, kalau ade org terpijak jatuh tangge, ha, sape nk jawab.
Ntah la.
Org lain sume pk masalah global warming ke, swine flu ke, politik negare ke....
Napela aku nk serabai pasal ni kn?
Hahaha....
bende2 besar tu....dtg dr bende2 kecik aaa. kn kn kn?
Pastu bende kecik camtu, patutnye mak die ajar.
So, sempena dgn area2 org tgh rase lovey-dovey ngan para ibu sekalian...
disini diingatkan kepada para ibu...
ajar anak elok2!!!
ok?
And for those who has done wonderful job, tahniah!!!!
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Ni bukan nk menyalahkan para ibu sekalian. Sy yakin banyak lg environmental factor yg len boleh mempengaruhi. Citer ni hanye diputarbelit untuk tujuan dramatik.
Sebelum rest, ade satu citer sedih nk dikongsi.
Satu hari lepas balik kolej, sy pon berjalan naik tangga nk balik umah. Terserempak ngan sorng makcik dan anak lelaki kecik beliau. Tengah turun. Adela 3-4 tahun kot budak tu. Budak tu nk makan lepat pisang ke kue ape ntah. Makcik tu dgn motherly-nye, bukakkan kueh tu, dalam pembalut daun pisang.Happy gak aa tgk-kn? Sweet jer.
So sy pun naikla, balik umah dll...
Esoknya. Sy pun nk turun la, nk g kolej ni. Lalula kat tempat nampak makcik tu semalam. Heartbreak tol bile nampak pembalut pisang tu atas tangga. Sedih gak aa tgk-kn?
Sbb makcik tu lupe nk ajar anak dia, x leh buang sampah merate2.
Mungkin mak makcik tu jugak lupe nk ajar makcik tu pasal tu kot.
Tak pun nenek dia x ajar mak dia.
Kesian betul.
Masalahnye, yg kesian bukannye makcik tu n anak dia je. Anak2 n keturunan diorg jugak.
Pastu, menyusahkan org kene kemaskan. Sian jiran-jiran dia, termasukla sy.
Pastu, kalau kuman membiak kat sampah tu, kang org lain jugak sakit.
Pastu, kalau ade org terpijak jatuh tangge, ha, sape nk jawab.
Ntah la.
Org lain sume pk masalah global warming ke, swine flu ke, politik negare ke....
Napela aku nk serabai pasal ni kn?
Hahaha....
bende2 besar tu....dtg dr bende2 kecik aaa. kn kn kn?
Pastu bende kecik camtu, patutnye mak die ajar.
So, sempena dgn area2 org tgh rase lovey-dovey ngan para ibu sekalian...
disini diingatkan kepada para ibu...
ajar anak elok2!!!
ok?
And for those who has done wonderful job, tahniah!!!!
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Ni bukan nk menyalahkan para ibu sekalian. Sy yakin banyak lg environmental factor yg len boleh mempengaruhi. Citer ni hanye diputarbelit untuk tujuan dramatik.
Monday, May 4, 2009
Anda suka tak berkawan dengan murid khas..?
"Anda suka tak berkawan dengan murid khas..?"
"Suka, kerana murid khas sama macam kita bukan sesiapa."
"Suka, kerana murid khas sama macam kita bukan sesiapa."
Assalamualaikum wbt dan selamat sejahtera sahabat2...
Apa khabar ya kalian? Moga Allah sentiasa mempermudahkan perjalanan kalian menempuhi hidup, kerarah keredhaanNya jua.
Dulu, banyak saya paparkan cebisan2 kata-kata hikmah. Kali ini saya hadir untuk memaparkan beberapa untaian kata yg lahir dari hati-hati kecil yang belum dicemari. Aduhai... sungguh skema sekali, mengapakah?
Sengaja saya mahu kongsikan beberapa dapatan dari kajian bonda tersayang untuk projek universiti beliau. Beliau menjalankan cerapan terhadap keberkesanan program pendidikan inklusif terhadap kanak-kanak istimewa yang merupakan pelajar dari kelas Pendidikan Khas Bermasalah Pembelajaran. Kanak-kanak ini selalunya dimasukkan ke kelas PKBP kerana ada masalah seperti Schitzopherenia, autism, hyperactive, Down syndrome dan macam-macam lagi. Untuk memberi peluang pembelajaran yang sama-rata dengan sahabat-sahabat mereka yang ditakrifkan masyarakat seperti normal, kanak-kanak ini diasuh dan kemudian dinilai untuk ditempatkan di kelas aliran perdana (kelas biasa). Jadi, mereka pun boleh cuba belajar mata pelajaran KBSR dan diharapkan boleh mengikuti peperiksaan UPSR.
Salah satu tujuan lain juga untuk mendedahkan kanak-kanak ini kepada tatacara sosial kanak-kanak biasa di bilik darjah. Selepas ini saya akan kongsikan beberapa jawapan murid biasa (darjah 4 dan 5) terhadap soalan, "Anda suka tak berkawan dengan murid khas di kelas anda?"
TIDAK SUKA
"Kerana saya takut diganggu."
"Kerana dia suka membuat bising."
"Kerana dia nakal."
"Kerana selalu mengacau murid-murid lain membuat kerja."
"Kerana ia selalu mengganggu saya."
"Kerana dia sangat mengada-ngada."
"Kerana murid khas memang nakal."
"Kerana tak kenal sangat."
"Saya tak kawan dengan dia tapi saya akan membantunya."
"Kerana dia lelaki saya perempuan." <-- cute! SUKA
"Kerana dia pandai."
"Kerana dia pandai matematik."
"Kerana dia pandai cakap Inggeris."
"Kerana dia suka baca buku."
"Dia selalu buat lawak"
"Baik dan tak ganggu orang."
"Kerana ia selalu membantu saya."
"Kerana dia berbaik dengan kita apabila kita berbaik dengannya."
"Saya tak pasti tapi suka melihat mereka."
"Dia lebih istimewa daripada kita."
"Sebab dia murid yang istimewa."
"Kerana kita mesti berkawan dengan murid pendidikan khas."
"Sebab dia boleh belajar bersama-sama."
"Kerana saya simpati kepada mereka yang sederhana."
"Sebab ia murid memang istimewa. Dan ia seorang yang sederhana."
JAWAPAN PILIHAN (Sbb budak ni jawab dengan jujur, tapi kelakar.)
"Kerana murid kelas khas boleh menggembirakan kita. Saya rasa simpati pada mereka. TAPI saya suka berkawan dengan kawan-kawan saya."
"Ya, saya SUKA berkawan dengannya sebab dia degil, selalu tidak menyiapkan kerja sekolah dan sebagainya." <-- adik ni salah ckp ke?
"Kerana ia suka mengacau murid-murid untuk belajar, melastik kawan dan menjawab dan baling pemadan kena kawan dan baling batu sampai berdarah tangan kawan." <-- adik ni melepaskan geramnya setelah sekian lama terpendam.
"Saya tidak suka sebenarnya saya suka murid pendidikan khas tapi sikit-sikit." <-- cute!
"Saya tidak suka sebenarnya kalau murid khas masuk ke kelas kami. Jika masuk ke kelas asal saya suka."
"Saya tidak tahu yang cikgu suruh." <-- budak ni x paham soalan, hahaha
"Sebab dia baik dan suka berkawan tetapi degil dan nakal."
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Itu saja sebahagian jawapan yang ditulis oleh adik-adik kita. Banyak kesimpulan yang boleh diambil bagi tujuan kajian dan baik pulih program ini. Tapi yang ingin saya sampaikan ialah... ntah la... budak2 ni mmg cute.
kn kn kn???
Wednesday, April 22, 2009
Or was it you?
Creaking rusty gears,
revolving pedals,
Tires cutting puddles into two,
Fallen leaves infusions,
Last night it poured,
That day was it sunny bright,
Or was it you?
revolving pedals,
Tires cutting puddles into two,
Fallen leaves infusions,
Last night it poured,
That day was it sunny bright,
Or was it you?
Tuesday, March 10, 2009
Kejora Melambai Hatiku Pergi [Pantun]
Assalamualaikum wbt....
Its my second nite in Malaysia already... circadian rhythm still x ok.
So, I dig in my junk and found an old pantun. originally written in form 4, to remember a friend who moved away from our school (Afni from TAHAP)...I think it kinda suits the mood tonite. So, this is now dedicated to my friends back in Dublin...
Pantun 13 kerat, yang dikerat2 lagi menjadi ketulan kecil. (bite size)
(Warning, its a pantun from a pantun-dummy, so pardon any wierd verses)
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Melata hujan semai bersemi,
Adat memburu rumpunan rumpai,
Merata hujan menyubur bumi,
Adat bersatu ada bercerai.
Adat memburu rumpunan rumpai,
Bila rumpai melitup paya,
Adat bersatu ada bercerai,
Bila sampai jua masanya.
Bila rumpai melitup paya,
Jauhlah ikan dara menangguk,
Bila sampai jua masanya,
Jauh rembulan dari si pungguk.
Jauhlah ikan dara menangguk,
Sayang tembakul tiada dimakan,
Jauh rembulan dari si pungguk,
Tetap bintang tiada di jalan.
Sayang tembakul tiada dimakan,
Sebab terasa sakit di gigi,
Tetap bintang tiada di jalan,
Sebab kejora di langit tinggi.
Sebab terasa sakit di gigi,
Ayam tersohor lupa disabung,
Sebab kejora di langit tinggi,
Sudah dilentur darinya rebung.
Ayam tersohor lupa disabung,
Terbit suria berkokok mati,
Sudah dilentur darinya rebung,
Terbitlah buluh cocok di hati.
Terbit suria berkokok mati,
Natijah tuan berhati alpa,
Terbit buluh cocok di hati,
Walau ke mana tetap serupa.
Natijah tuan berhati alpa,
Lupakan rumah hingga ke pagi,
Walau ke mana tetap serupa,
Kejora melambai hatiku pergi. (original verse... Kejora melambai Afni pergi.)
Lupakan rumah hingga ke pagi,
Fajar nelayan terbit di sampan,
Kejora melambai hatiku pergi,
Ada pilu ada harapan.
Fajar nelayan terbit di sampan,
Semoga nyiur melambai seri,
Ada pilu ada harapan,
Semoga sudi tinta menari.
Semoga nyiur melambai seri,
Puputan bayu darinya desa,
Semoga sudi tinta menari,
Puputan rindu anginan rasa.
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Have a good study years in Dublin my dear friends,
you will always be in my heart.
For my comrades...
selamat berjuang!!!
For my brothers n sisters in Islam,
May Allah Bless you journey...
And may our path in search of Allah's blessings,
intersect again one day...
InsyaAllah.
Amin.
Its my second nite in Malaysia already... circadian rhythm still x ok.
So, I dig in my junk and found an old pantun. originally written in form 4, to remember a friend who moved away from our school (Afni from TAHAP)...I think it kinda suits the mood tonite. So, this is now dedicated to my friends back in Dublin...
Pantun 13 kerat, yang dikerat2 lagi menjadi ketulan kecil. (bite size)
(Warning, its a pantun from a pantun-dummy, so pardon any wierd verses)
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Melata hujan semai bersemi,
Adat memburu rumpunan rumpai,
Merata hujan menyubur bumi,
Adat bersatu ada bercerai.
Adat memburu rumpunan rumpai,
Bila rumpai melitup paya,
Adat bersatu ada bercerai,
Bila sampai jua masanya.
Bila rumpai melitup paya,
Jauhlah ikan dara menangguk,
Bila sampai jua masanya,
Jauh rembulan dari si pungguk.
Jauhlah ikan dara menangguk,
Sayang tembakul tiada dimakan,
Jauh rembulan dari si pungguk,
Tetap bintang tiada di jalan.
Sayang tembakul tiada dimakan,
Sebab terasa sakit di gigi,
Tetap bintang tiada di jalan,
Sebab kejora di langit tinggi.
Sebab terasa sakit di gigi,
Ayam tersohor lupa disabung,
Sebab kejora di langit tinggi,
Sudah dilentur darinya rebung.
Ayam tersohor lupa disabung,
Terbit suria berkokok mati,
Sudah dilentur darinya rebung,
Terbitlah buluh cocok di hati.
Terbit suria berkokok mati,
Natijah tuan berhati alpa,
Terbit buluh cocok di hati,
Walau ke mana tetap serupa.
Natijah tuan berhati alpa,
Lupakan rumah hingga ke pagi,
Walau ke mana tetap serupa,
Kejora melambai hatiku pergi. (original verse... Kejora melambai Afni pergi.)
Lupakan rumah hingga ke pagi,
Fajar nelayan terbit di sampan,
Kejora melambai hatiku pergi,
Ada pilu ada harapan.
Fajar nelayan terbit di sampan,
Semoga nyiur melambai seri,
Ada pilu ada harapan,
Semoga sudi tinta menari.
Semoga nyiur melambai seri,
Puputan bayu darinya desa,
Semoga sudi tinta menari,
Puputan rindu anginan rasa.
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Have a good study years in Dublin my dear friends,
you will always be in my heart.
For my comrades...
selamat berjuang!!!
For my brothers n sisters in Islam,
May Allah Bless you journey...
And may our path in search of Allah's blessings,
intersect again one day...
InsyaAllah.
Amin.
Tuesday, February 10, 2009
~~~25 Randomised Thingies~~~
Assalamualaikum wbt...
Im not very good at this, but I decide to honour Aida's tag.
~~~
Rules: Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 25 random things, facts, habits, or goals about you. At the end choose 25 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you. If I tagged you, it's because I want to know more about you! (:
1. Easiest way to kill me is to push me into a river... or even a swimming pool.(not the kiddy one, thats too pathetic). [Ill update this when I can actually swim.]
2. My best pictures are the candid ones. Or natural one. I just dont know how to smile in front of camera, so ull be getting either huge grin or very seroius face.
3. My current favourite food = O.R.A.N.G.E.S . "Bila orange bertemu Munirah, maka umurnya x panjang." Oranges here are nice, juicy, sweet and big, and my favorite ones are from Pakcik Olive, 3 for Euro 1.70. I know they are not that cheap, but i can gobble up all 3 in one go and will happily endure the diarrhoea later on.
4. Im falling in and out of love with my d70-kun. He's fantastic but very unpredictable. I wish I know how to handle him better. Its really depressing getting blurred pictures.
5. Nickname time!!! "Muni" is common, "Chunky" is from high school (after peanut butter), "Che' Ton" from primary school. IMAM ppl started spelling my name "Munni" which i like a lot, and some called me "Mun". I always introduce myself to Irish as "Moo-nie", with cow mooing sound. I really2 like people calling my name full, like Asrih and some boys from high-school.
6. I really2 wanted to sew a denim kimono right now. Too bad i dont have sewing machine.
7. I L.O.V.E anime!!! Currently following Kuroshitsuji. Abselute favourite is Toki Wo Kakeru Shoujo, Byousoku 5 cm (and most Makoto Shinkai's works), Fullmetal Alchemist. I accept almost all genres, fighting (Bleach), vampire (Vampire Knight), ninja (Basilisk but x Naruto fan maybe coz i dont follow it), romance (Honey n Clover is nice), modern (Dennou Coil is fantastic!!), whateverness ( FLCL is amazing, I really2 love the art), or cute (Chi's Sweet Home).
8. I wanna have a close-friends-only Japanese themed wedding reception later. if you think you are gonna be invited, hehe... start looking for a costume right now, hahaha!
9. My dream house includes a cosy library (Im collecting books) , a studio for my "art-attacks", a music room, a rememberance room where all my sentimental junk goes... Abah said Im gonna need a huge house. (add a built in boling alley too)
10. I like tea and coffee black... I cant stand them mixed with milk/creamer. But plain milk is my favourite too. Just dont mix them. (Always have to be polite and just drink if I become a guest.)
11. Im not a social butterfly. I dont usually talk unless talked too. So, please start the conversation. i always look severely unfriendly, but once I cracked few jokes, its a good start.
12. I regretted registering "Munirah" as my middle name in UCD because then my first name is just Shahidatul (as appearing on teacher's list), and its kinda hard for people to pronounce it. If I say Im Munira... they cant find it on the list.
13. One of heavens on earth for me is library, or bookstores. I went to bookstores even in Germany and Paris... even if i cant understand. Books are really nice, and the best moment is writing your name on the newly bought book. Oh~~~ (got a huge book of Sherlock Holmes stories from start to finish, bounded limited edition only 4000 in the world!! and mine is number 0888, nice kn?)
14. I guess one of the effect of having my second name (Witness) as a name is I witnessed a lot of things happening to my friends... not directly on me. But they all give me big impact and loads of things to ponder.
15. I love love love video editing and picture editing even though Im not that good and I dont have that much time. I use Adobe Photoshop (My first program was Corel Draw)... and Sony Vegas right now. Im aching to use Adobe After Effect but I dont think my ol lappy can handle it. I wish to learn Adobe Illustrator to make some vector and line art. Perhaps later.
16. I was wondering how my life will be if i choose art instead of medicine. I always have this dillemma about it. But I guess, where Im now is the best, and maybe the interest and some gift was given so I can do more than being an ordinary doctor. Im gonna figure out something extraordinary to do with my life.
17. I dont know what to answer if people ask "Awk org mana?", as in negeri ape. Coz Im born in Pahang, raised in Kedah, now moved to Selangor n stay there, and spend 5 years schooling in Pahang, but still... I acquired the element off all those states but dont really know where i belong. So I usually say Im a Malaysian or "I live in ---".
18. I really2 love cats but he's kinda, "allergic" to them. Cats are cute! And best part is their paw. Oh, Im gonna dedicate "Kuroneko no Tango" to all cats in the world!
19. I love to coin terms, and love it even better when people use them. For example "bottomless stomach", "Jalan Red Riding Hood" (a path in UCD) , "kuda kepang"(used in anger).
20. Dont wear wristwatch but need to start soon, coz in clinical years we need to count pulse la plak.... who wanna sponsor my watch? Please~~~
21. Romantic vs practical? Hopeless romantic. So, between a hallmark card and a some crappy poem at the back of paper napkin? definitely crappy poem, hahaha.
22. Loves blood very very much. I used to stare at my own wounds (eg papercut, falling wounds) and observe the blood flow or dry or clot. And blood red is really2 beautiful. But no, i wont bleed you death for my pleasure.
23. My handwriting is a disaster. I cant even read them sometimes. (ke most of the time???)
24. Stairs, particularly spiralling, uneven or misshapen and tall like in batu caves, is not my favorite.
25. Im a lazy lazy medical student. Slap me into reality...
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Back to reading neurological examinations!
Im not very good at this, but I decide to honour Aida's tag.
~~~
Rules: Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 25 random things, facts, habits, or goals about you. At the end choose 25 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you. If I tagged you, it's because I want to know more about you! (:
1. Easiest way to kill me is to push me into a river... or even a swimming pool.(not the kiddy one, thats too pathetic). [Ill update this when I can actually swim.]
2. My best pictures are the candid ones. Or natural one. I just dont know how to smile in front of camera, so ull be getting either huge grin or very seroius face.
3. My current favourite food = O.R.A.N.G.E.S . "Bila orange bertemu Munirah, maka umurnya x panjang." Oranges here are nice, juicy, sweet and big, and my favorite ones are from Pakcik Olive, 3 for Euro 1.70. I know they are not that cheap, but i can gobble up all 3 in one go and will happily endure the diarrhoea later on.
4. Im falling in and out of love with my d70-kun. He's fantastic but very unpredictable. I wish I know how to handle him better. Its really depressing getting blurred pictures.
5. Nickname time!!! "Muni" is common, "Chunky" is from high school (after peanut butter), "Che' Ton" from primary school. IMAM ppl started spelling my name "Munni" which i like a lot, and some called me "Mun". I always introduce myself to Irish as "Moo-nie", with cow mooing sound. I really2 like people calling my name full, like Asrih and some boys from high-school.
6. I really2 wanted to sew a denim kimono right now. Too bad i dont have sewing machine.
7. I L.O.V.E anime!!! Currently following Kuroshitsuji. Abselute favourite is Toki Wo Kakeru Shoujo, Byousoku 5 cm (and most Makoto Shinkai's works), Fullmetal Alchemist. I accept almost all genres, fighting (Bleach), vampire (Vampire Knight), ninja (Basilisk but x Naruto fan maybe coz i dont follow it), romance (Honey n Clover is nice), modern (Dennou Coil is fantastic!!), whateverness ( FLCL is amazing, I really2 love the art), or cute (Chi's Sweet Home).
8. I wanna have a close-friends-only Japanese themed wedding reception later. if you think you are gonna be invited, hehe... start looking for a costume right now, hahaha!
9. My dream house includes a cosy library (Im collecting books) , a studio for my "art-attacks", a music room, a rememberance room where all my sentimental junk goes... Abah said Im gonna need a huge house. (add a built in boling alley too)
10. I like tea and coffee black... I cant stand them mixed with milk/creamer. But plain milk is my favourite too. Just dont mix them. (Always have to be polite and just drink if I become a guest.)
11. Im not a social butterfly. I dont usually talk unless talked too. So, please start the conversation. i always look severely unfriendly, but once I cracked few jokes, its a good start.
12. I regretted registering "Munirah" as my middle name in UCD because then my first name is just Shahidatul (as appearing on teacher's list), and its kinda hard for people to pronounce it. If I say Im Munira... they cant find it on the list.
13. One of heavens on earth for me is library, or bookstores. I went to bookstores even in Germany and Paris... even if i cant understand. Books are really nice, and the best moment is writing your name on the newly bought book. Oh~~~ (got a huge book of Sherlock Holmes stories from start to finish, bounded limited edition only 4000 in the world!! and mine is number 0888, nice kn?)
14. I guess one of the effect of having my second name (Witness) as a name is I witnessed a lot of things happening to my friends... not directly on me. But they all give me big impact and loads of things to ponder.
15. I love love love video editing and picture editing even though Im not that good and I dont have that much time. I use Adobe Photoshop (My first program was Corel Draw)... and Sony Vegas right now. Im aching to use Adobe After Effect but I dont think my ol lappy can handle it. I wish to learn Adobe Illustrator to make some vector and line art. Perhaps later.
16. I was wondering how my life will be if i choose art instead of medicine. I always have this dillemma about it. But I guess, where Im now is the best, and maybe the interest and some gift was given so I can do more than being an ordinary doctor. Im gonna figure out something extraordinary to do with my life.
17. I dont know what to answer if people ask "Awk org mana?", as in negeri ape. Coz Im born in Pahang, raised in Kedah, now moved to Selangor n stay there, and spend 5 years schooling in Pahang, but still... I acquired the element off all those states but dont really know where i belong. So I usually say Im a Malaysian or "I live in ---".
18. I really2 love cats but he's kinda, "allergic" to them. Cats are cute! And best part is their paw. Oh, Im gonna dedicate "Kuroneko no Tango" to all cats in the world!
19. I love to coin terms, and love it even better when people use them. For example "bottomless stomach", "Jalan Red Riding Hood" (a path in UCD) , "kuda kepang"(used in anger).
20. Dont wear wristwatch but need to start soon, coz in clinical years we need to count pulse la plak.... who wanna sponsor my watch? Please~~~
21. Romantic vs practical? Hopeless romantic. So, between a hallmark card and a some crappy poem at the back of paper napkin? definitely crappy poem, hahaha.
22. Loves blood very very much. I used to stare at my own wounds (eg papercut, falling wounds) and observe the blood flow or dry or clot. And blood red is really2 beautiful. But no, i wont bleed you death for my pleasure.
23. My handwriting is a disaster. I cant even read them sometimes. (ke most of the time???)
24. Stairs, particularly spiralling, uneven or misshapen and tall like in batu caves, is not my favorite.
25. Im a lazy lazy medical student. Slap me into reality...
~~~~~~~~
Back to reading neurological examinations!
Monday, February 9, 2009
~~~25 Stars That I Noticed Recently~~~
Assalamualaikum wbt...
I've been noticing this 25 things about you tag going on facebook recently, and its very interesting to get to know my fellow friends. I wasn't tagged, but I just like the spirit. So I'm doing mine, as a single drop of water in a barren land (refering to my blog) ... coz i havent been posting anything useful for a while.
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If Im a moon (Im Mun alraito!), then Ive been revolving for quite a while. I may fall to earth soon, or engulfed by the sun, but the future is only on the "hands" of The Almighty. To reflect the brilliant light from the sun is my task, but to be floating in this wonderful world, surrounded by stars... I wondered how many stars I have been ignoring, due to sheer huge number of them. But the stars... they are there, shining. Rahmatan lil alamin...
So these are the stars that caugh my attention recently. I hope me pointing will make them shine on you too!
1. Trust Allah fully on His plans for you. Coz He knew the best, and who are we? Maybe you detest something, but He know its the best for you.
2. Have a big heart. Lower your ego. Have a heart big enough to be adviced by your fellow sisters/brothers. And have a heart big enough to give advices because you love your sisters/brothers.
3. Do Zikrullah a lot. One type is the "chanting type". The other is simply remembering Allah in all things that we do. This will constantly save us from any danger of sins. ie. ur waking up and remembers Allah... surely this will effect your decisions of whether you want to skip school or not. Allah ask yourself, will He approve this actions?
4. Judgements of a mortal definitely and utterly means nothing compared to judgements of Allah. For that only His standards should prevails. Cleanse your hearts from bad-thoughts towards others.
5. We always let time flies and regret things we have not done. Time.
6. Allah tests you because He loves you. Turn back to Him. Wept and crumble only in front of Him.
7. Walk through Allah's test with increased iman, and hikmah, and His redha, not with accumulating sins.
8. Muhasabah.
9. Dont judge people by their age or seniority. I have learned a lot from my juniors, and i respected them.
10. Pray. For our brothers and sisters, for your family, for your troubled friends, for yourself... for everyone you care.
11. Back to no 1 actually, me and my friends have realised so many events, that was unexplained (hikmah wise) and unbearable.... was actually arranged in a way that is very purposeful. Only He knows.
12. Dont make decisions when ur drunk or intoxicated... in love, in wrath, so-on.
13. Mad people say stupid things. Both type of mad. (wrath and insanity). I guess thats why the share the name. Thats why we have hadith to ask us to cool down when we are angry, and hadith forbiding us from getting mad.
14. Be confident and trust yourself. Ive seen this star again and again... hard to digest, haha...
15. Love is a cold type of flame. It entice you with its beauty, when you're inside you are engulfed. Be warned, that without guidance, it can burn you someday in the fire that we all fear. To exercise cautions.
16. Never take "collateral friends"... meaning, become friends just because of someone else, not because of the person itself. So when you need to, be a true friend.
17. An enemy's enemy is not necessary our ally.
18. Check your niat all the time.
19. You might be selfish. Check yourself.
20. Every little helps. That's Tesco's tagline. (every penny you spend... will help who? fill in the blanks.) By yeah, even the smallest deed, even if we know wont "change the world"...will change the world!!! seriously! (i noe this is very complicated, try to understand me.)
21. Be grateful for everything. Be grateful for the nice things, be grateful for all the hardships. be thankful you are hurt. be thankful you are allowed to be thankful. (just imagine we are in those ungrateful categories, nauzubillah!)
22. Being contented is one of the way to be thankful.
23. Your parents or your seniors or just a very concerned friends may sounds nagging... but usually they stops you from being stupid most of the time.
24. Your friend is a reflection of yourself...your spouse too. (He/she is your best friend!)
25. Stars are too many to count. You may not realise each and every one of them. But verily... they are there to guide you, to colour your nights and days (they are there but you cant see em!)... Look out tonight for your very own stars. i suggest you find them before you sleep. (counting them can help your insomnia too!)
getting passing no 10 was tough. But after that I think that I cant stop! So maybe I might do this again. Hahahaha!!!!!
I've been noticing this 25 things about you tag going on facebook recently, and its very interesting to get to know my fellow friends. I wasn't tagged, but I just like the spirit. So I'm doing mine, as a single drop of water in a barren land (refering to my blog) ... coz i havent been posting anything useful for a while.
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If Im a moon (Im Mun alraito!), then Ive been revolving for quite a while. I may fall to earth soon, or engulfed by the sun, but the future is only on the "hands" of The Almighty. To reflect the brilliant light from the sun is my task, but to be floating in this wonderful world, surrounded by stars... I wondered how many stars I have been ignoring, due to sheer huge number of them. But the stars... they are there, shining. Rahmatan lil alamin...
So these are the stars that caugh my attention recently. I hope me pointing will make them shine on you too!
1. Trust Allah fully on His plans for you. Coz He knew the best, and who are we? Maybe you detest something, but He know its the best for you.
2. Have a big heart. Lower your ego. Have a heart big enough to be adviced by your fellow sisters/brothers. And have a heart big enough to give advices because you love your sisters/brothers.
3. Do Zikrullah a lot. One type is the "chanting type". The other is simply remembering Allah in all things that we do. This will constantly save us from any danger of sins. ie. ur waking up and remembers Allah... surely this will effect your decisions of whether you want to skip school or not. Allah ask yourself, will He approve this actions?
4. Judgements of a mortal definitely and utterly means nothing compared to judgements of Allah. For that only His standards should prevails. Cleanse your hearts from bad-thoughts towards others.
5. We always let time flies and regret things we have not done. Time.
6. Allah tests you because He loves you. Turn back to Him. Wept and crumble only in front of Him.
7. Walk through Allah's test with increased iman, and hikmah, and His redha, not with accumulating sins.
8. Muhasabah.
9. Dont judge people by their age or seniority. I have learned a lot from my juniors, and i respected them.
10. Pray. For our brothers and sisters, for your family, for your troubled friends, for yourself... for everyone you care.
11. Back to no 1 actually, me and my friends have realised so many events, that was unexplained (hikmah wise) and unbearable.... was actually arranged in a way that is very purposeful. Only He knows.
12. Dont make decisions when ur drunk or intoxicated... in love, in wrath, so-on.
13. Mad people say stupid things. Both type of mad. (wrath and insanity). I guess thats why the share the name. Thats why we have hadith to ask us to cool down when we are angry, and hadith forbiding us from getting mad.
14. Be confident and trust yourself. Ive seen this star again and again... hard to digest, haha...
15. Love is a cold type of flame. It entice you with its beauty, when you're inside you are engulfed. Be warned, that without guidance, it can burn you someday in the fire that we all fear. To exercise cautions.
16. Never take "collateral friends"... meaning, become friends just because of someone else, not because of the person itself. So when you need to, be a true friend.
17. An enemy's enemy is not necessary our ally.
18. Check your niat all the time.
19. You might be selfish. Check yourself.
20. Every little helps. That's Tesco's tagline. (every penny you spend... will help who? fill in the blanks.) By yeah, even the smallest deed, even if we know wont "change the world"...will change the world!!! seriously! (i noe this is very complicated, try to understand me.)
21. Be grateful for everything. Be grateful for the nice things, be grateful for all the hardships. be thankful you are hurt. be thankful you are allowed to be thankful. (just imagine we are in those ungrateful categories, nauzubillah!)
22. Being contented is one of the way to be thankful.
23. Your parents or your seniors or just a very concerned friends may sounds nagging... but usually they stops you from being stupid most of the time.
24. Your friend is a reflection of yourself...your spouse too. (He/she is your best friend!)
25. Stars are too many to count. You may not realise each and every one of them. But verily... they are there to guide you, to colour your nights and days (they are there but you cant see em!)... Look out tonight for your very own stars. i suggest you find them before you sleep. (counting them can help your insomnia too!)
getting passing no 10 was tough. But after that I think that I cant stop! So maybe I might do this again. Hahahaha!!!!!
Wednesday, January 28, 2009
For a moment, I wish midnight doesnt exist...
Assalamualaikum wbt and hye...
Just got back from a wonderful date with my girlfriend Aisyah. Its been a while, and I havent been paying attention to my girlfriends recently. We're heading back to Penang for PMC, and the remaining time in Dublin ticks away as Im typing. It feels really sad to walk home alone tonight.
If time if something we can buy... I would spend a lot already. But its something we got on loan... its not ours. We are suppose to pay for it too actually, by living each moment to whats its meant to be lived with. And thats the hard part.
Whatever....
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I just realised Aisyah tagged me. Yayness... Thats the first tag for me. *sobbing in appreciation, haha*
What is the relationship of you and her?
She's my girlfriend.
Your 5 impressions towards her?
1. She is hot. Seriously.
2. She has her point of view, which i really respect.
3. She will stand up for you when ur in trouble.
4. She's strong.
5. She loves her girlfriends soo much. That means she loves me. *awww*
The most memorable things she had done for you
She listened to me when im being stupid over ... well .. something.
The most memorable things she had said to you
is to trust Allah fully on our destiny, and He knows the best.
If she becomes your enemy, you will…
not believe it.
If she becomes your enemy, the reason is…
no she wont.
The most desirable thing to do on her is…
hurm... draw henna on her hands.
The overall impression of her?
A great girlfriend.
How do you think the people around you will feel about you?
A bit annoying, or trying too hard or too little.
The character of you for yourself is…
arty. ( showily or pretentiously artistic.)
The most ideal person that you want to be is…
myself, haha... (narcissism???)
For the people who care about and like you, say something ABOUT THEM.
You are the greatest! Thanks for caring even at risk of having your heart broken or scarred.
10 people to tag
1. Saadah
2. Intan
3. Naun
4. Aini Shamsi
5. Liyana
6. Kak As
7. Kak Farhana Hamzah
8. Laili
9. Kak hannah
10. Kak Hannah
Who is no. 2 having a relationship with?
hu... misterious desu
Is no. 3 a male or a female?
Male.
What is no. 1 studying about?
Medicine.
Is no. 4 single?
Tatau.
Who is no. 5?
Rumate aka mom-in-law.
Say something about no. 6?
senior yg sgt sweet.
Just got back from a wonderful date with my girlfriend Aisyah. Its been a while, and I havent been paying attention to my girlfriends recently. We're heading back to Penang for PMC, and the remaining time in Dublin ticks away as Im typing. It feels really sad to walk home alone tonight.
If time if something we can buy... I would spend a lot already. But its something we got on loan... its not ours. We are suppose to pay for it too actually, by living each moment to whats its meant to be lived with. And thats the hard part.
Whatever....
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I just realised Aisyah tagged me. Yayness... Thats the first tag for me. *sobbing in appreciation, haha*
What is the relationship of you and her?
She's my girlfriend.
Your 5 impressions towards her?
1. She is hot. Seriously.
2. She has her point of view, which i really respect.
3. She will stand up for you when ur in trouble.
4. She's strong.
5. She loves her girlfriends soo much. That means she loves me. *awww*
The most memorable things she had done for you
She listened to me when im being stupid over ... well .. something.
The most memorable things she had said to you
is to trust Allah fully on our destiny, and He knows the best.
If she becomes your enemy, you will…
not believe it.
If she becomes your enemy, the reason is…
no she wont.
The most desirable thing to do on her is…
hurm... draw henna on her hands.
The overall impression of her?
A great girlfriend.
How do you think the people around you will feel about you?
A bit annoying, or trying too hard or too little.
The character of you for yourself is…
arty. ( showily or pretentiously artistic.)
The most ideal person that you want to be is…
myself, haha... (narcissism???)
For the people who care about and like you, say something ABOUT THEM.
You are the greatest! Thanks for caring even at risk of having your heart broken or scarred.
10 people to tag
1. Saadah
2. Intan
3. Naun
4. Aini Shamsi
5. Liyana
6. Kak As
7. Kak Farhana Hamzah
8. Laili
9. Kak hannah
10. Kak Hannah
Who is no. 2 having a relationship with?
hu... misterious desu
Is no. 3 a male or a female?
Male.
What is no. 1 studying about?
Medicine.
Is no. 4 single?
Tatau.
Who is no. 5?
Rumate aka mom-in-law.
Say something about no. 6?
senior yg sgt sweet.
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