Primum non nocere , meaning First, do no harm.
Ever heard of this? Its the ethical conduct of nonmaleficence.
As doctors, not to harm the patient and be safe doctor is very important.
A promise not to do any harm is also stated in versions of Hippocratic Oath.
Do you know that there is a hadith about this?
On the authority of abu Sa'd Al-Khudri (may Allah be pleased with him) who said: The Messenger of Allah - peace be upon him - said: "The should be no harm nor should there be any harming (to the others)"
(Transmitted by Ibn Majah and Al-Darqutni as a good Hadith)
From the An-Nawawi Forty-Two Hadith moderated by Muhammad Higab, the importance of this hadith is due to the fact that it prohibit all kinds of harm, regardless of magnitude of harm. An example in Islamic law, like fasting, is legislated as long as a man is able to perform it. should he cant because of any sickness or travel in which the fasting may cause harm, then the shariah allow the worshiper to break the fast and perform restitution. So as tayammum is allowed when a person can't apply water to his body because of sickness.
Also is to be noted that Allah has forbidden all harmful substances, whether the harm be done to oneself, family, wealth or fame.
"Do not take them (divorced women) back merely to harrass them, and whoever does that harms his own soul."
(Quran 2:231)
"No soul is to be burdened with more than it can bear, no mother is to be harmed because of her child, nor father because of his child..."
( Quran 2:233)
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So, instead of harming others... lets do the opposite. Lets heal!
This little note, is special, to the love of my life.
You are my pulse that beats throughout my whole life... and beyond, because you are my gate to heaven. You are to me, heaven sent. And the fact that I was sent to you, the most amazing person in the world, 25 years ago, is something that I will forever cherish, and the best thing that can happen to me.
You are the most special person to me, today, and any other day. Everyday is special to be because you are here with me. Because you, made me who I am. For that my sweet dear Ibu, I'm wholeheartedly thankful to you. You and Abah raised me a person that will love herself and this life so much, cause you made this world a wonderful place as soon as I know this world. I bet, Ibu... because the first thing I know about in this world is you.
My sweet lovely best beloved Ibu dear,
I can be doing all the things in the whole world but Allah knows I can never ever pay for all you have done for me. From my learning I saw how a lady go through giving birth, and God willing I will know how it feels, but I will never know how much pain and sacrifices exactly that you have gone through for me. For all those my sweet beloved Ibu, no matter what I do I will always be indebted in your love. And the only thing I can do is to pray and pray... Oh, Allah ... bless you with true happiness and Jannah.
~ To my dear Ibu, Naemah Ismail~
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I include a super old video I edited long time ago.
*Tears of gratitude are overflowing in my heart now
I want to protect you forever, forever
Cherry blossoms fall, they fall on us as we feel brand new
Let’s walk hand in hand forever, forever
Until the end of time…
I’ll speak from my heart now and tell you how I truly feel for the first time
I have these emotions, without any lies, only for you
It was so hard for me but I never showed it to anyone else
With you, I felt like I could shed all the tears I kept deep in my heart
From here on out, this path we’re walking on together
Will be full of happiness, sadness and many other things
But you’re not alone anymore because I’ll protect you forever
You gave me all this strength that I have now
(Repeat*)
How many times have we watched these cherry blossoms?
I want to see them again next year and the year after that
I want to see the future we’ve been building up together all this time
The spring wind blew gently and softly caressed your hair
Your smile is precious to me, I want you by my side forever
At first I only had my own dreams, but now I share yours
So my dream now is to protect you until yours come true
I’m sure we’ll fight sometimes, but we’ll make it through each one
Just making you happy is everything to me
(Repeat*)
As the days roll by me it feels like I’ll lose sight of them
But when I look at you a smile suddenly appears on my face
I’ll never forget that small joy
We met, we laughed, and inside our clasped hands
We softly, softly warmed our love
After winter, we started walking together on this path
Where the cherry blossoms fall forever, forever
Tears of gratitude are overflowing in my heart now
I want to protect you forever, forever
Cherry blossoms fall, they fall as we feel brand new
Let’s walk hand in hand forever, forever
Until the end of time…
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Romaji:
*arigatou no namida ga ima kono mune ni afureteru yo
zutto zutto kimi wo mamoritai
sakura ga furu sakura ga furu atarashii bokura no ue ni
zutto zutto te wo tsunaide aruite ikou
itsu made mo…
ima hajimete uchi akeru yo boku no hontou no kimochi wo
daisuki na kimi ni dake itsuwari no nai kono kimochi wo
zutto kurushikatta dare ni mo misenakatta
mune no oku no hou ni tamatta namida kimi to nara nagaseru ki ga shita
kore kara saki boku to kimi ga aruite iku kono michi ni wa
ureshii koto kanashii koto iro iro aru to omou
dakedo mou hitori ja nai boku ga zutto mamoru kara
sonna tsuyosa wo kureta no wa zenbu kimi nan da
(Repeat*)
futari de miru nankaime no sakura darou? mata rainen sarainen mo mitai yo
ima made kore kara mo ashita kara mo tomo ni kizuki agete iku mirai wo
yawarakaku fuita haru no kaze ga sotto kimi no kami wo nabikaseta
sono egao ga itoshii zutto boku no soba ni ite hoshii
moto moto hitori dake no yume datta hazu ga kimi no yume mo kasanatte
sore wo kanaeru tame ni kimi wo mamori nuku koto ga ima no yume ni natte
tama ni wa kenka wo suru koto mo aru darou
demo hitotsu hitotsu nori koete
tada kimi wo shiawase ni suru koto ga ima no boku mo subete
(Repeat*)
nagasareru hibi no naka mi ushinai sou dakedo
futo kimi wo mitara nanigenai egao de
sonna chiisa na shiawase zutto wasurenai kara
kimi to deai kimi to warai tsunaida te no hira no naka de
sotto sotto atatameta omoi ga
fuyu wo koete aruki dashita bokura no kono michi no ue ni
zutto zutto sakura ga furu
arigatou no namida ga ima kono mune ni afureteru yo
zutto zutto kimi wo mamoritai
sakura ga furu sakura ga furu atarashii bokura no ue
zutto zutto zutto te wo tsunaide aruite ikou
itsu made mo…
Okay, perhaps Im the last person on earth who know this but whatever, this is sooo sweet, I want to share it with every girls out there who has a highschool crush. Kidding... This is for everyone who is poyo and buy cheezy stuffs, just like me.
"The second button of the top of a male's uniform is often given away to a female he is in love with, and is considered a way of confession. The second button is the one closest to the heart and is said to contain the emotions from all three years attendance at the school."<--Japanese hi-school custom. (quoted from wiki) Aww~~~ Melting with sweetness~~~ p/s: I didn't get one. But who needs one when u can get a real person. (peace!) So, next, I want to share this sweet song by an awesome group, Funky Monkey Babys aka Funmon.This is where i get to know about the second button thingy.
And the lyrics are:
This love, just one love, that I have for you is going crazy in my heart, my heart
Cherry blossoms, cherry blossoms, cherry blossoms are blooming in my heart
Cherry blossoms, cherry blossoms, cherry blossoms are blooming, flowers called “you”
I’m glad I fell in love with you, I’m glad I got to touch you
It was the first time I felt like I couldn’t do anything alone
Even cold winters become as warm as spring in the blink of an eye
The scenery floats before my eyes, shining, a wonderful day
Do you remember the Inokashira train to our town?
Crushed together on the packed train, holding the strap, you were in my arms
When you put your arms around me I learned for the first time what love meant
You were smaller than I imagined, I made up my mind to protect you
This love, just one love, that I have for you is going crazy in my heart, my heart
Cherry blossoms, cherry blossoms, cherry blossoms are blooming in my heart
Cherry blossoms, cherry blossoms, cherry blossoms are blooming, flowers called “you”
I’m grateful that I met you in the first place, in these same times in this world
As I think that, all the anxiety I’ve felt up to now disappears, one love
Being awkward, fooling around, talking all evening
The more I come to know of you, the more you seem to me like a sparkling treasure
And it’s because of that that I feel like I’d be hopeless on my own, but once again your smile saves me
I feel like I’d be hopeless on my own, but then I’m wrapped in a huge love
I can forget every bit of the sadness in my heart
If I have you, I can be much stronger than I am now
This love, just one love, that I have for you is going crazy in my heart, my heart
Cherry blossoms, cherry blossoms, cherry blossoms are blooming in my heart
Cherry blossoms, cherry blossoms, cherry blossoms are blooming, flowers called “you”
I’m not alone anymore, you’re in all the scenery I see
My smiles multiply, and when we’re together our tears are divided by two
Let’s entrust this huge dream to tomorrow and walk on
This love, just one love, that I have for you makes me so, so tender
Happy tears, sad tears, I want to take them all in
On bright mornings and freezing nights, let’s be together, forever
This love, just one love, that I have for you is going crazy in my heart, my heart
Cherry blossoms, cherry blossoms, cherry blossoms are blooming in my heart
Cherry blossoms, cherry blossoms, cherry blossoms are blooming, flowers called “you”
I’m not lonely, even as I go home, the warmth doesn’t leave my days
Thank you, from now on I’ll live for the love between us
I’m not lonely, even as I go home, the warmth doesn’t leave my days
Thank you, from now on I’ll live for the love between us
Romaji:
Kimi ni sasagu tada hitotsu no ai ga kono mune ni kono mune ni sakimidareteru
Sakura sakura sakura saku yo boku no kokoro ni
Sakura sakura sakura saku yo kimi to iu hana ga
Kimi wo suki ni natte yokatta kimi to fureaete yokatta
Hitori ja nani mo dekinakatta sonna kimochi hajimete datta
Tsumetai fuyu demo matataku ma ni haru mitai ni atatakaku nari
Me no mae ukanda koukei kagayaite iru wandafoo dei
Oboeteru kai? Futari no machi made hashitte ita inokashira sen
Manin densha uzumaru tsurikawa kimi wa boku no ude no naka
Kata wo dakiyoseta sono toki hajimete ai no imi wo shitta
Souzou shiteta yori mo motto chiisakatta kimi wo mamorou to
Kimi ni sasagu tada hitotsu no ai ga kono mune ni kono mune ni sakimidareteru
Sakura sakura sakura saku yo boku no kokoro ni
Sakura sakura sakura saku yo kimi to iu hana ga
Mazu onaji jidai ni kono sekai de kimi ni deaeta koto ni kansha
Suru to ima made no fuan ga kiete nakunatte iku one love
Gikushaku shitari jare attari hitobanjuu hanashitari
Shireba shiru hodo kagayaku takaramono ni omoete kuru kimi dakara koso
Hitori ja dame ni nari sou demo mata sono egao ni sukuwareru
Hitori ja dame ni nari sou demo ooki na ai ni kurumareru
Kokoro no naka no kanashimi sae subete wasurerareru
Boku wa kimi ga ireba ima yori motto zutto tsuyoku nareru
Kimi ni sasagu tada hitotsu no ai ga kono mune ni kono mune ni sakimidareteru
Sakura sakura sakura saku yo boku no kokoro ni
Sakura sakura sakura saku yo kimi to iu hana ga
Mou hitori ja nai utsuru keshiki sono subete ni kimi ga ite
Kono egao ga nanbai ni mo naru shi sono namida wa futari de waru ni
Ooki na yume ashita ni takushi aruite yukou
Kimi ni sasagu tatta hitotsu no ai de konna ni mo konna ni mo yasashiku nareru
Ureshii namida kanashii namida uketometai kara
Mabushii asa mo kogoeru yoru mo soba ni iru yo zutto
Kimi ni sasagu tada hitotsu no ai ga kono mune ni kono mune ni sakimidareteru
Sakura sakura sakura saku yo boku no kokoro ni
Sakura sakura sakura saku yo kimi to iu hana ga
Sabishiku nai kaerimichi mo nukumori ga todaenai hibi yo
Arigatou kore kara mo kimi to futari no ai no tame ni ikiyou
Sabishiku nai kaerimichi mo nukumori ga todaenai hibi yo
Arigatou kore kara mo kimi to futari no ai no tame ni ikiyou
Understanding Disability For Healthcare Students - DONE!
Japanese Ab initio - DONE!
Genetics Perinatal and Paediatrics - Tomorrow, this is the one i take few mins from for this post.
Cardiovascular and Renal Diseases - The day after tomorrow.
Principleof Infections. -Nxt week.
Cancer, Chemotheraphy and Immunopathology. - The independent day,ngaha!
Eventho ill go home in 18 days, and meeting my parents in 11 days. I missing all the ppl in Msia so much. Family, frens, special frens. (",)v Much much more right now it kinda hurts. But my prayers will reach there, InsyaAllah.
So my prayers to Allah, let it be between "us". But my as for prayer on the "surface"... Im dedicating this for you.
Complete with translation, ngehehe... (Inori by Lina Park, yup, its U Raise Me Up music)
urunda hitomi no oku ni
kawaranu kimi no sugata
"doko made sekai wa tsudzuku no"
todaeta hibi no kotoba
In the depths of my tear-filled eyes,
Is your everlasting beauty.
"How far does the world go?"
Those words from our bygone days.
kogoeru arashi no yoru mo
mada minu kimi e tsudzuku
oshiete umi wataru kaze
inori wa toki wo koeru
Even on those freezing, stormy nights,
Though you are still out of sight, I continue on.
Please tell me, ocean-crossing winds,
That my prayers will pass through time.
kasunda chihei no mukou ni
nemureru hoshi no souwa
"akenai yoru wa nai yo" to
ano hi no tsumi ga warau
Beyond the misty horizons,
Stars are fabled to lie.
"Dawn will surely follow every night."
The sins of my past laughs.
furueru kimi wo dakiyose
todokanu kokuu wo aogu
kikoeru yami terasu kane
kimi eto michi wa tooku
I try to embrace you trembling with uncertainty,
But I look up at the empty sky beyond reach.
I hear the chime that illuminates darkness,
Showing me that the path to you is still far.
kogoeru arashi no yoru mo
mada minu kimi e tsudzuku
oshiete umi wataru kaze
inori wa toki wo koeru
Even on those freezing, stormy nights,
Though you are still out of sight, I continue on.
Please tell me, ocean-crossing winds,
That my prayers will pass through time.
kogoeru arashi no yoru mo
mada minu kimi e tsudzuku
oshiete umi wataru kaze
inori wa toki wo koeru
Even on those freezing, stormy nights,
Though you are still out of sight, I continue on.
Please tell me, ocean-crossing winds,
That my prayers will pass through time.
Im taking some time from my studies. But I need to get this out of my system. Again. Maybe. Whatever.
I have questions to ask, and some of them feels stupid. I just feel that i lost myself these days. But will you bear with me?
Firstly, do you ever feel you have limited ability to love or feel emphatic? Or is it just you love ppl in different way than people do? Or u truly defective somehow?
What if you realise some day that you never care? Or you do, but its never enough?
What if you know its happening, you know u need to do something, but u just dont know what to do and just be there... but do nothing. Coz its awkward. Its hurt knowing but just cant do it. But you were there. Just there. Is it still caring? Is it still love?
Is just feeling it inside and not acting is love? They say, love is not love until you give it away. If its true, how will you feel if you know, you never truly love?
What if you think u love but never show? Will the other party feels it too? I know my dua will always reach there, insya-Allah. But, are we falling apart if we just drift away?
Is longings love?
How to love unconditionally? How can you brush off these little things that keeps bugging?
How to truly belong? Coz I want to be there...
Hurm... I have more but words seems to escape my fingers (coz im typing, ngeh!).But surely Ill find an answer if I just return to Him. And if I purify my heart a bit more.
"Jika ada kasih antara kita, kita kembalikan kepada Yang Esa" <- lirik lagu Sahabat Perjuangan. This is dedicated to all my IMAM 07/08 tanzim. And for the ones who are willing...
Teach me how to love, Show me where i stand Catch me when i fall Pick me up again Teach me how to feel When to take a breath How the people heal When they're scared to death
Teach me how to love, when the sun turns to rain How to give too much, Without expecting back the same Teach me how to love, when I’ve lost my way How to not give up When I wanna run away Teach me how to love
Give me room to fail Let me make mistakes Help me mend my heart It always seems to break
Teach me how to love, when the sun turns to rain How to give too much, Without expecting back the same Teach me how to love, when I’ve lost my way How to not give up When I wanna run away Teach me how to love
Love...
Love is the answer they say But it’s hard to find it
I... I won’t get out of my own way til’l i fall deep inside it
Teach me how to love, when the sun turns to rain How to give too much, Without expecting back the same Teach me how to love, when I’ve lost my way How to not give up When I wanna run away Teach me how to love
Im in no mode for anything heavy...
So Im sharing.... some poison apples that was shared to me by a fren.
I like this manga called Vampire Knight.And the first episode of the corresponding anime is already out in youtube and crunchyroll, so Im really happy, ngehehe. Warning, too much anime is harmful to ur study, time management and will reduce the time u will take for other more meaningful activities. Take the right dose, ok?And i really like the opening song [Futatsu no Kodou no Akai Tsumi ]... kya~~
Oh, and check out this wonderful sweet song that I just found and i really like. Dedicated to...erm that person already knows. Ok ni lagu lama tp ok je kn? Ni bukannye laman web lagu2 terkini pun.Enjoy!
And here is the lyrics...Its Hana Kagari which means a type of flower in Japan. The singer is Yumi Shizukusa.
忘れかけた思い出に 燈台(あかり)が灯りだす 蛍のよう それはあなたを 愛しくさせるのね
[In the memories that I've started to forget about The lights start to turn on Like a firefly That makes me love you ]
懐かしき淡い香り
いつまで 胸焦がす
[The fleeting and nastalgic scent How long will it burn my heart for?...]
ゆらり ゆらり 舞う 花篝り
会いたい思い 届けて下さい
違う道を選んだけれど
今も心が呼んでいる
[The swaying, swaying, dancing hana kagari Please convey my thoughts of wanting to see him I've chosen a different road And even now my heart is calling out]
Slowly now Pale moonlight Shine through your gentle eyes Trust all my love for you
I wanna be strong for you I know we'll be together Don't let your feeling go Oh Please
I feel you I hear you Do you believe in fate? Feel all my love for you (forever and ever more)
I feel you I hear you Do you believe in fate? Feel all my love for you yeah yeah
あなたが思っているより
強くなんかないよ
長い髪は あの日のまま
好きだって言ってたから
[I'm not as strong As you think I am My hair is long, like it was on that day Because you told me that you liked it...]
きつく抱いて 離れぬように 全て忘れさせて
[Hold me tight, so that I won't leave And then let me forget about everything]
[The swaying, swaying, dancing hana kagari The shadows, huddled close, are accumulating My memories overflow, and the snow melts Finally I'm going to see you And, of course... ]
I feel you I hear you Do you believe in fate? Feel all my love for you (forever and ever more)
All my love for you I feel you I hear you Do you believe in fate? Feel all my love for you (forever and ever more)
Got some exams this week...so, just enjoy this rap nasyeed. Ngehe... Small Deeds from Native Deen.
Ever been on a drive? Inside in your ride And your looking through the glass, see a car on the side The engine's broken and the car is smoking And the dude is shaking cause the heat is baking Or this cat's (guy) gotta flat, and the spare's all whack No jack in the back, and no clue where he's at There ain't no real rush, but you roll right by Not even asking the guy if he needs a supply He might be alright, and to pass ain't a sin But within you feel bad the state that he's in How hard would it been, just to ask “you ok”? That might be the deed that you need to succeed That might be the deed that will so please Allah That your forgiven the sinning you did when you was living It's a small little thing, that can cling and just ring And will bring the blessing from Allah Who's the King We pass on the deeds cause they seem all small But it might be the deed that's the best of them all Mad when see all the passes I took On these small little deeds I just overlook
[Chorous] I just can't believe Small little deeds that I overlook, can you see? Little deeds that I overlook, and you read I read about it in my holy book, it says Small deeds never overlook
Picking up trash on the path in a flash Taking glass from the grass, as you pass to your class A smile goes a mile and is sure worthwhile When a brother's hostile, and has been for awhile Put a dollar every day in the sadaqah (charity) It may be small but you do it for the baraka (blessing) I know you're saving for the Polo and the Nautica A poor student but you do it just to please Allah Things like praying for an ailing brother, under the weather Obeyingyo your lovely mother, it's for the better Stay and help your baby brother, put on a sweater Even saying good to one another when you're together Advice to another sister about a mister Your wife always go and kiss her, tell her you miss her At night do quiet dikhr (mentioning God), and pray the witr Invite a guy who wants to bicker, to share a snicker Grand plans expand in our small little hands But we overlook demands that just seem like strands We get jammed on exams, cause we skip the small things Small baby deeds come, bring the blessings!
[Chorous] I just can't believe Small little deeds that I overlook, can you see? Little deeds that I overlook, and you read I read about it in my holy book, it says Small deeds never overlook
Muhasabah for the day, what could I do next time...
This little things, it can be da'wah too right?
And tarbiyah too. (",)
It would be nice if all nasyeed have video with this kind of quality.
Especially for Malaysian videos. Nasyeed video shud be more appealing and less poyo, hehe. And leave out that jiwang2 ones. Its too poyo. (although im poyo, but some "nasyeed" jiwang is too cheesy for me. It might work on some schoolgirl tho)
Okay, gonna revise and practice my hiragana for exam tomorrow.
Best of luck for my friends who are having exams, any type... even JPJ driving exam, ngehehe...
Ilal liqa, maa' assalamah.
(The ori images was from movie TOKIKAKE, my neighbourhood, my glasses, Afni's tudung, some chick's hair from deviantart n someone's glasses from Google)
We joked around on our way home.
I made you angry for no reason.
I guess I just wanted to see your different sides.
Your large eyes, your trembling voice,
Even now they are close by my heart.
In the crowd of strangers, I ran after you.
I was searching for the things that never change.
I will never forget how you were on that day.
These feelings I have transcend time.
I just want to meet you now.
These feelings upon which the street lights shine,
I could never manage to let you have them.
The nights brought us further away from each other.
The lie you told through your opaque heart,
Even now it continues to resonate within me.
Uncertain of our future, you and I fell in love.
I was searching for the things that never change.
The unfamiliar place we found on that day,
If the two of us can go there together again,
I will be reborn as many times as it takes.
As I embrace the things that have no shape,
I fail to hear the breaking sound.
On the same path that we walked together,
Even now the light continues to shine.
I was searching for the things that never change.
I will never forget how you were on that day.
These feelings I have transcend time.
I just want to meet you now.
This is BIG TIME poyo. But, I really like this song lah. Jom tgk video dia!
Siap lirik lagi...semangat waja x?
GURAUNDO (Ground) kaketeku anatano senakawa
sora ni ukanda kuma yori mo jiyu de
NOOTO (Note) ni naranda shikakui moji sae
subete wo terasu hikari ni mieta
Suki to kui imochi ga wakaranakute
nidoto wa modoranai kono jikan ga
sono imi wo atashi ni oshieteruketa
Anata to sugoshita hibi wo kono mune ni yakitsukeyo
omoidasanakute mo daijobu na you ni
Itsuka hoka no dareka wo suki ni natte to shite mo
anata wo zutto tokubetsu de taisetsu de
Mata kono kisetsu ga megutteku
Hateshinai toki no naka de anata to deaeta koto ga
nani yori mo atashi wo tsuyokushite kureta ne
muchuu de kakeru ashita ni tadoritsuita to shite mo
anata wo zutto tokubetsu de taisetsu de
Mata kono kisetsu ga megutteku
itsumademo wasurenai to anata ga itte kurega natsu
toki ga nagare imagoro atashi wa namida ga koboretekita
Your back, running in the playground was more free than the clouds floating in the sky and the even square letters in my notebook all were as if illuminated by light
I didn't know what love means but that time that will never return explained to me the meaning of it
I will store the days I spent with you in my heart so that i wont have to remember them
Even if some day Ill fall in love with someone else You'll always be special and dear to me This season will come around again
Meeting you inside the endless time more than anything, made me stronger You'll always be special and dear to me This season will come around again
In the summer when u say "I will never forget you" the time has flown and now i've shed my tears
Bayanganmu, berlari di taman
Lebih bebas dari awanan diangkasa
Dan perkataan didalam buku notaku
Bagaikan disinari cahaya
Dulu ku tak mengenal erti cinta
Tapi, masa itu yang takkan berulang
mengajarkan aku akan maknanya
Hari yang telah berlalu bersamamu, kusimpan didalam hatiku
Agar tak perlu nanti ku ingati
Jika satu hari kujatuh cinta dengan insan lain Kau kan sentiasa teristimewa, terdekat bagiku
Musim ini kan berkitar kembali
Bertemumu dalam kitaran masa yang takkan terhenti
Lebih dari segalanya, membuatku teguh Kau kan sentiasa teristimewa, terdekat bagiku
Musim ini kan berkitar kembali
Di musim panas ketika kau berkata, "Ku takkan melupakanmu."
Masa telah berlalu dan kini, kutangisi lagi
