The trial....

Assalamualaikum wbt n hye...

Esok ade 2 xm, kene bace banyak, banyak, banyak (guna suara n style Mai Ahn, murid Sholehah).
Hu~ scary gle.
Scarier when ppl ask about it, r u ready? I feel interrogated.
Why I always feel inferior to everyone, feel guilty and all?
Ugh...

Some ppl says i tried too hard I wear my self off...
Some ppl say i dun try at all...
(on different occasion n subject)
Cam confuse plak kn?

So mestinye sbb salah fokus tenaga. Salah priority, salah perancangan atau x de perancangan.
Hati kat tempat lain pada sesuatu masa, atau pada setiap masa...
Sebab x de support atau x pandai mencari support, atau ego terhadap support.
Ataupun hormat dgn org atas dasar takut dan bukan sayang...
ya, mungkin x cukup sayang. X cukup sayang orang, x cukup sayang diri...
atau kene syg, tapi x rase.
Mencari yang lain, mengharap yg x dek dan melepaskan yg di tangan...
atau memilih dari dua atau tiga yang patut erat dipegang saja...
ataupun x cukup dekat dgn Tuhan.
Guilty abes.

Banyak nk kene improve but sumtimes we have to face the reality and take the blow,kn?
X pe x pe...
Be positive kn? Sekarang bukan mase nak depress ke rase bakka ke hape...penat gle jaga mood swing nih. Mcm org menopause plak, haha.
Lepak2... <-- aih, lupe, cannot do that now! hehehe...

Okay, back to study. Nk focus, nk letak hati, nk betulkan niat.

Papepun kwn, baca ni, kalau baik amek, kalau buruk, ha check ade x kt diri sendri. Kalau syg, support sy...cheewah. Kalau benci, just know that i feel bad, n trying to improve. Kalau terer, tolong, kalau x bape terer, doakan je la. Kalau x paham, x pe, baca buku lagi baik dr baca org yg x pandai mengekspressi diri. Kalau paham, paham-paham jela...

Kalau lawan yg bace? Hurm...jgn lawan dgn saye, kte kwn n sedare je tau. Kalau kte berbaik2, banyak manfaatnye. paling2 buleh doa-mendoakan.Kalau pnah saket ati...ckp kat saye, maybe ade ubat. Atau kite cube cari minyak cocoa butter yg buleh fade the scar. Atau hape2 jela.

Dan kalau dah x larat nk bace nih, buleh berenti. Babai!

Testing the Powder? What???

Assalamualaikum wbt n hye!

Hurm, Illani went to Italy with her parents and brought home some nice fridge magnets for her housemates (US!)...Soo sweet of her kan?

She abselutely have no idea what they said, so we end up translating them on the net. So, now, for some Italian lesson~~~~

• "impara das passato, vivi il presente e spera nel futuro" means "Learn from the past, live the present and hope for the future"
• "dire cose importanti con semplicita e una cosa importante" literary means, "say important things with simplicity and an important thing"... hurm, who can help interprete?
• means ""potrei anche non possedere ricchezze o fama, ma ho dei nipoti che non hanno prezzo"I could not have wealth or fame, but I have grandchildren who are priceless"

But hurm... I chosen a nice design, but when we cheched the direct translation, I cannot think of any smart meaning of this phrase, "attenzione stiamo testando la polvere, non toccate i campioni" which directly translated to "attention we are testing the powder, do not touch the samples".

Haha... Im searching for the meaning so anyone who knows, please tell me,okay? But i like that it sounded scientific, like testing a chemical or antrax, hahaha!

My own intrepetation is, let life unfolds by its own and dont try to meddle with it by trying too hard or going too harshly, so handle it carefully. Hurm, that doesnt sound really convincing but I really have no other idea.

Throw me yours.

The Gift

Assalamualaikum wbt and hye~~

Just finished this new book by Cecelia Ahern. Her previous books are sweet, I read em all, haha.

• PS/ I Love You : is a sweet chicklit. Its something I might think about doing pun. But i dont think the motion picture did justice to it. The opening ruins the sweetness of the story. Too much eye-sore.

• Rosie Dunne aka Where Rainbow Ends aka Love, Rosie : My fav so far coz the theme about childhood love. Haha... but I was really tortured waiting for the ending. Sakit jiwa...why it is soo hard for them to get together!!!! When i bought it the title was Rosie Dunne...so Im one of the earliest kot. I really like it coz its in form of letters and sms and chatlog.

• If You Could See Me Now aka A Silver Lining: Its about loosening up...Would make a nice Disney movie. Wanna see it filmed. Predictable but I like the flow, so ok. Imaginary frens, cute kn? Why anak2 org putih je ade imaginary frens ek?

• A Place Called Here: Nice premise about place where all the lost things end up. Ok la... I like the "find me" theme.

• Thanks for The Memories: Its really funny that I know all the placed mentioned in this book sbb Dublin, hehe. TCD, Viking Splash Bus Tour, haha Really2 predictable, but yeah, thats how Cecelia's books work, you know what will happen, how it will happen yg nice. I like how blood become romantic, tp flawed sbb if u get ur blood transfused from someone, the blood will eventually die off pun, n turnover of blood suppose to make the magic goes away. But if i put down my medic student cap n try to accept the cheezyness, kinda sweet gak aaa.

So, now... The Gift. i dont know how (not) long it has been on the shelf, but i bought the Hardcover straightaway in Eason. Ngahaha...didnt even wait for the paperback. But it looks too enticing, the giftwrapper theme and the red ribbon...

So, the review...
Basicly I think this book feels a little bit mature, perhaps because its less of sweet2ness kot. So, for me, this book is for everyone, not just for girls who crave for sugar-coated stories. It still retain Cecelia Ahern's signature magic. And the best part for me is its less predictable than her usual book.

This book is about a guy who needs to be at 2 places at the same time, all the time. He things he's a good juggler, but the fact is that the always flew over things and have relationships on the surface, because he have soo many things to do. He's just living life on the fast lane, and forgetting that you should pause and enjoy life, and there are ppl who matters in ur life.

But one day, he choose to help a homelessman, a gift he said... so the man returned his favour, by giving the thing he needs the most. Time.

I dont really like the brief parallel narration about the "turkey-boy", but the main story and this one was tied neatly in the end, so ill forgive it, hehe.

What else to say?Just hear some words from the author herself-lah...



...oh, ill give it 3.5/5.

p/s- Just read "The Secret Diary of Adrian Mole" by Sue Townsend... geeky and kelaka.Will read the rest of the series. Reading other people diary is fun!
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